There’s that one person that is going to walk in your life, that you have to hold on to..no matter what. No matter what happens…no matter how much you get hurt. Just hold on to them. This is going to be so hard.
I don’t know what’s happening to us. I’m sorry I don’t like that you smoke weed. I can’t help it. I’ve seen people do such stupid stuff. You’re so addicted. I don’t even feel useful to you anymore. I feel like you don’t even care. I’m sorry I’m too emotional. I’m about to get my period and I’m too emotional.. yay. I don’t want you doing anything stupid either. I just want to be happy. I miss how happy we used to be. Sorry. I hope you read this because whenever I say something to you, or show you when I’m with you, you say it’s awkward. I hope your sister shows you it… I like you so much. I don’t want to lose you. I’m overly emotional, I know. I’m sorry for that, and for being jealous. I just care about you a lot..
22993.) I have a lot of fears. One of those fears is that you will meet somebody else who you realize is better for you than me. Then you will just leave me, never look back. And forget I ever existed.