Am I just supposed to not have a happy life? I’m supposed to be depressed? Well, I’m about to give up then. I was doing so much better without you at first. A month later, my anxiety is beyond crazy. I’m an emotional wreck. I wish I could tell you the things I have done without you getting mad. I still love you. I always will. I am pretty sure you don’t anymore. How do you not love someone you loved at one point? I can’t even contain my emotions. It’s like a waterfall. The tears keep running down my face. You made me miserable. I made myself miserable. To be with you. I wanted you that badly. Now I can be happy and I’m still wanting you. It doesn’t make sense. Why can’t you just take me back? I can’t get you off my mind. Seeing you hurts me so much. When people talk about you, I still defend you. I am not being rude about to at all. I hate thinking of you with other girls. It makes me nauseous. You are just my baby. No matter what. Why do you hook up with me? You know there’s still emotion to it. If there isn’t, then you never loved me. If you’re already over me, you never loved me. That isn’t how it works. I honestly wish you would read this and realize how much I love you. I know you could care less though. I just want you back in my life. Only you. I have never been hurt so badly in my entire life. This feels like you just died. All these guys were coming after me and stopped. I fucking still want you. I must be the biggest idiot ever. I don’t think I will ever be over you. I’m too much in love. 92510, always in my heart. Best day in my life. No doubt. 92510.
489) Rather then using harsh store bought lip scrubs or sugar to exfoliate your lips try using a clean disposable mascara wand with some lip balm on it and use it over your lips in small circular motions.