What did I see in you? A person I thought I could be with.
Who are you now? Someone totally opposite.
What have you become? You changed so much. You said you wanted one thing, then the other, changed your mind again and again about numerous things.
I thought you would be the one guy to not hurt me ever. It turns out that you are the one who hurt me the most.
It seems to me that you are easily convinced, persuaded, very easy to follow the crowd. Also, you absolutely need to have more than one friend. Those girls will not be there for you forever. Your guy friends will be. Girl friends come and go. A girlfriend, me, or ex-girlfriend now, cared for you a ridiculous amount - more than you will probably get from someone else. The fact that I stayed there with you through your video games, that addiction to them, you being indecisive and mean, and other things shows how much I honestly cared about you. The fact that your mom and sisters told me to leave you because I can do better is sad. I had faith in us, even when you didn’t. Why would they want me to leave you if they saw me treat you so well? They still talk to me. I wish I knew who you were. Things change, people change. It wasn’t meant to be. I kind of wish it never happened. Then I wouldn’t have to deal with this pain. You lost someone who could care for you like no other. A girl who admired you, loved who you were, looked forward to every second spent with you, a girl who lit up when she saw your name on her phone, got butterflies even months after we dated, a girl who really never wanted to give up…
But it’s all over.
I hope you realize one day that I could have loved you more than probably anyone else. But you were willing to let go for friends, new friends at that. Drop the old and go for the new? Sounds good. I wonder if you will ever regret this.
The saddest part of this is that I don’t think it hurts you, at all.
I love this for some reason.